Beginning Of The End…

You know those nights when you just can’t sleep because your mind is buzzing and buzzing and buzzing? So much buzzing, that eventually you just give up, get out of bed, and fix yourself something to drink?

This is one of those nights.

Plus, I’m nursing my swollen, blistered, post-prom damaged feet. As cute as my silver sling-backs are, they are definitely NOT designed for dancing.

But that’s not what my mind’s on tonight. I got home from the hospital HOURS ago, and I still can’t get over EVERYTHING that’s happened.

Burke was shot. Shepherd performed surgery on him– and there’s no guarantee Burke will be able to operate again… It’s nuts. How can you go from being a powerhouse surgeon, to a patient with questionable hand function practically – overnight?

I stopped by Burke’s room tonight, before heading home, and noticed Cristina was there – in her Prom dress. Just standing by his bed. Holding his hand… They weren’t speaking. They were just… there.

It was lovely and sad all at the same time. I hope Cristina is able to stand by Burke through this. Because something tells me… there will be a lot more for him to overcome…

I wish you could have seen us all at the “Seattle Grace Prom” tonight – it was really a treat to see people out of their usual scrubs, all dressed up and smiling and dancing…

…and running, in all their finery, after each other down the hallway. That’s right – I heard from a very reliable source that McDreamy was spotted chasing after Meredith earlier this evening… right into an empty exam room.

Now, I can’t verify anything, as I wasn’t there, but… I will say this. There was clearly some heat between those two when I saw them together later this evening.

I was resting my feet at the nurses station – the one by the second floor elevators – when I saw something – just before I was paged away. Something between Meredith and McDreamy. I can’t quite put my finger on it – but it was electric. There was this unspoken crackle in the air…

But that brings me to the really heart breaking part. When I was paged away – it was to help Olivia. Help her prep Denny Duquette’s body for transport to the morgue.

Yes, it’s true. Denny Duquette died this evening.

That’s the image that’s really been haunting me. The one I can’t quit seeing when I close my eyes. And what’s funny is that, it’s not even something I witnessed in person. It’s what Olivia described to me – about Izzie, sprawled in her beautiful rose-colored prom dress, across dead Denny’s bed.

Izzie wouldn’t leave him. He was dead, and she was there, and – she just wouldn’t leave. She COULDN’T leave. Until Alex – that’s right – Alex was able, finally, to coax her away. He scooped her – petticoats and all – into his arms, and lifted her away from the bed. And then he just held her there. While she cried.

Oh wow. Now I’m crying again. And I thought I’d managed to cry myself out hours ago.

And to top it off, Izzie QUIT the program tonight. She took responsibility for the Denny situation, and then… she quit. Just like that. Said she isn’t a surgeon. That she CAN’T be a surgeon.

And she walked out. Her skirts rustled down the steps as she left, with Alex and George in tow… Which brings me right back to…

Meredith. Standing there by the elevators in her sparkly dress, upset about Izzie, trying to go home, and finding herself -- caught. Between Finn – and Derek.

Like I said, my head is buzzing. With all sorts of questions and no easy answers. Most of all, I know I should sleep as I’ve got the early shift in the morning, and I know I’ll be regretting this late-night blogging the minute my alarm goes off in just a few hours…

So, this is Nurse Debbie. Signing off for now, sure to be back very soon with more of your very favorite, very juicy Seattle Grace Gossip.

Comments

[Jennifer]

Last night was the best television I have ever watched - well done! I was happy, sad, stressed out - a tornado of emotions! I watched last nights episode with my best friend(sent my husband out of the house, once he confirmed the girls were in bed). We watched in horror, sadness and in hysterics as it all unfolded. We concluded that love makes you do crazy irrational things, not neccessarily good things but not neccessarily bad things either - oh the conflict!!
So just to sum up...FANTASTIC television every second of it!! At work today (in Toronto) we actually got together to discuss last nights episodes...needless to say it was a heated discussion. We did conclude that it is amazing that TV characters can have that sort of impact on people. Excellent writing, excellent cast, excellent filming.
Well I must get back to work.
See you in September!

[Holly]

I'm such a fan of this show and I cannot get enough of it. I understand I have to wait a summer to find out what Merideth does but what did Denny mean by saying to Dr. Baliey that he tricked Izzy into marrying him? Are we ever going to know????

[Grace Marzan]

This was amazing and most emotional episode of my life. I cry with Izzy and Denny I feel angry with Christina y fall in love with Meredith and Dr.Mcdreamy I feel sorry for Addison I feel sad with Preston, My heart beating for George. Was the most amazing episode of my life. I'm very proud of all of you. It's a mix of emotions in one night. Thank You for make the best for all of us. Thank you, thank you, thank you

[Charity2174]

So...if you saw Meredith standing between Finn and McDreamy, who did she leave with? What happened next? C'mon...you can tell me. I won't tell anyone.

:-)

[Michelle]

It was an outstanding finish to an amazing year. Shonda and company... you've done it! And we couldn't be happier with the finale. The only thing I would've wished different was the shared info about the other guy needing the heart. All I keep thinking is that this other guy, children 4 and 5, didn't get the heart and Denny had it a few hours and died. ALl in all... EXCELLENT episode... EXCELLENT year. Thank you.

[Paula]

Thanks Debbie for the scoop on everything. Looking forward to your persepctive on the outcome of everything. See you soon! :)

[Marcieann]

Thank you.

My head is buzzing too.

[Leigh Ann Blasen]

I think I cried myself to sleep last night. I am going to miss Denny terribly. Is Alex actually going to be human next season? I don't know if I want that or not. I like dispising him! Maybe Addison will get together with McVet?

[Meechalle]

Really?
Are you going to be bring us gossip over the summer? Before the start of the third season??
That would be unbelieveable.
October has never felt so far away as it did last night.
I am seriously mourning Denny.
That is taking up too much of my heart to talk about everything else that happened.
But seriously, if you are going to bring us gossip SOON - that is great.

[natasha]

You are not alone...All the people in Grey's shined tonite..I have watched the episode three times already.Sadness, passion, joy, tears...I will miss you all over the summer. Alex had it in him all along and maybe he made Christina dig hers out of the closet-Burke needs her. I dont want to lose Izzy-Denny was more than we should have to bear.I have come to love the cast like a family..Flaws and all. Until we see you again-peaceful and pleasant vacations you have all earned it. Thank you.

[raquell williams]

Oh my freakin' goodness! A piece of me literally died when Denny died. I was baulling. But, Alex earned major brownie points for rocking Izzie as she cried out for her lost love. For once he was being human, it was a nice change from his usual ass of an attitude. Don't even get me started on McDreamy and Meredith! I knew something was up as soon as he glanced at her.

[Cheryl]

I never cry over television shows, but I did last night. I felt so bad for Izzie, to lose someone she loved, but never really got to love. It was the dream of love that she lost, that is tragic. I was screaming at the TV on Sunday night, she was clearly out of her mind, but who hasn't been when it comes to saving someone you love? I'm so sad that Denny died, but in all reality, with transplant patients, the risk of complications is really great. And he did sign a DNR, who could blame him. And now, Der/Mer heating up again, and I have to WAIT ALL SUMMER to find out how it ends?! Talk about a cliffhanger! So who is the cliff in this picture? Finn or Derek? I'll have to take up knitting to get me thru!

[christina]

OH MY GOD!!! THAT WAS THE BEST SHOW EVER!! GOOD JOB !!

[Margaret]

I absolutely loved the season finale of Grey's Anatomy. I was on my toes the entire 2 hours. First of all, I didn't like how Christina treated Burke while he was in surgery, he should dump her. Her going in to comfort him "after" the surgery, what's the freakin point! I hate that Denny had to die, I really hate it for Izzie, but I hope she comes back to be a surgeon and get back with Alex. My favorite scene of the night was with Meredith and McDreamy, he couldnt stand her being with another man, I hope she goes with McDreamy, I think they really love one another, But somehow, I dont think It would be much of a show if she does, it would be like riding off into the sunset with the love of your life. Last and certainly not least, I am glad George has gotten over his thing with Meredith, and he's finally letting someone love him and run after him, I love it!

[:( Ange]

Debbie... thanks for taking the time to fill us in on your point of view (and so quickly after the fact)... We're all feeling the grief right about now.

:( Ange

[Kara]

Debbie -
WHO DID MER LEAVE WITH????
I know you can't tell b/c it would total ruin the season 3 opener, but really, we would love to know. Hope it was Finn. Der could use some of the same things he put Mer through

[Andie]

What a great finale!!! McDreamy is too hot to handle!

[Susan]

Nurse Debbie,
She forgot her panties...can you go get them so Addison doesn't find them? haha

[Lindsay]

Its so sad that Denny dies when izzie layed there i started to cry it was just so heartbreaking and the fact that he asked he to marry him makes it so much worse :(

[Katie]

I know the show revolves around Mer & Der but tonight I was not happy for them to get together this way. It's under the wrong circumstances. Finn is better for her now. Derek needs to take responsibility and end things with Addison before he starts an affair with Meredith. But you know he wont and Meredith will just get hurt in the end.

Karev showed he has a heart tonight when he was speaking to Izzie. So sad. It was the best moment of the show. I was able to hold it together until that moment.

Good work and I can't believe I have to wait until next season to see what happens. Have a happy summer!

[JOANNE MCDREAMY]

OMG!!!!
What a cliff hanger. First of all , way to go Mcdreamy FINALLY doing what you want . What a seen there was so much lust& passion I still am not over it... Meredith you better go back to Mcdreamy girl. Remember how he made you feel.
Alex my darling thank you for always being there for Izzie.The way you picked her up and held hermy lord, What a gentleman . I can tell you really love her. ALL of the interns stood together through the interogation not giving up Izzie. True friends don't tell.
Izzie you can't leave get suspended , get repremanded but don't quit.
Well after two seasons I still don't understand how people could not be hooked. Can't wait for next season .

[retireepanco@shaw.ca]

What is the name of the actor who played Denny Duquette?

[twilight]

i was really upset when denney died because iwas really hoping that izzie and denney got and she would be happy and ready to have another baby.

[Katrina]

Its not fair Denny shouldnt of died. I think Meredith will end up alone since she cant decide. Also I hope Burke gets better and is able to perform surgeries.

[Kim]

OMG! I can't believe that Denny died, I cried just as hysterically as Izzie did, I so wanted them together they both deserve such love & happiness, & i hope that meredith & derick get over it! meredith is so much better with the vet. does anyone know when the new season will start? thanx!